Nikki Bella is 'speechless' following John Cena's candid Today show interview

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"I truly hope one day that we can work it out and get back together".

I'm alone in these big handsome homes which are like "Gosh, these homes are unreal".

When asked if shooting the show had any impact on the breakup, Nikki answered, "I felt so much pressure from the cameras, the world, my family, John, and I think I started taking care of everyone and forgot about me and that's what caused me, I don't know, I don't want to say 'snapped, ' I don't want to say 'a breakdown, ' but something like that, you know?"

"I just want us both to live the rest of our lives happy", the Total Bellas star continued. "Hopefully that's together, maybe it's not". If you look at the person I was in 2012 and look at me sitting right here, it's been a learning experience that I'm grateful for, and like I said yesterday, if I never have another second, the time I had was so special.

"It's been incredibly reflective, which is awesome, but it is very hard - I had my heart broken out of nowhere, or for me, it was out of nowhere", he said. Anyone who has experienced that knows that it comes with a series of bad feelings.

"I saw some of the comments that she made and I think... like I said, she's searching for something", Cena said. It's because I love her and I think in times of separation, often we speculate on what the other person is doing and sometimes communication can get messed up.

As for the future, Nikki commented, "I have hope".

Recently on a chat show, The Today Show, Cena bared his heart out and shared the bitter moment with his fans. I want to make her my wife. He also stressed that he had changed his mind about not wanting to have children with her. There's been a lot of speculation recently about me being seen in public, and everyone's been like, 'Oh John Cena's enjoying the single life.' No, I was supposed to be married and have a honeymoon over these two weeks. I just want us to work.